[ He'd thought about it. Hell, he'd thought about it a lot, but any realistic situation had ended with Blake being angry or disgusted and Crowley hadn't wanted that.
There's no denying that he's selfish. Being around him isn't really good for anyone, but he still tries his best to pull Blake in over and over again because he wants Blake to be okay, but he also wants Blake just a little bit more than he wants what's best for him, even with all that human empathy and guilt. ]
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[ He'd thought about it. Hell, he'd thought about it a lot, but any realistic situation had ended with Blake being angry or disgusted and Crowley hadn't wanted that.
There's no denying that he's selfish. Being around him isn't really good for anyone, but he still tries his best to pull Blake in over and over again because he wants Blake to be okay, but he also wants Blake just a little bit more than he wants what's best for him, even with all that human empathy and guilt. ]