[ Crowley isn't so sure that there is a better tool for his desired results, but he's also quite sure that having Blake on his side is important. Blake's been the source of so many of the good feelings that the blood has brought him. It's not worth it if he can't feel that anymore. ]

Maybe. Maybe you're right.

[ He looks at the thread in his hand. ]

I'm... out and I'm not looking to get any more. I understand why you think I should have told you, but I hope you also understand why I felt that I couldn't.

[ Finally, his eyes wander back to Blake and he lets all the unsure vulnerability show that he always keeps so tightly tucked away under tailored suits and swagger. ]

I really don't know what I'm supposed to do now.